March 23

Annnnnnnd...... exhale.

"Don't worry about the living place, I will manage it. We are also excited to see you both in Nepal again. Everybody is fine and happy from this message. You both are welcome to Nepal. Just come on Nepal we will take you to beautiful place and giving you lots of Nepali love too. Hehehehehe."

:)

March 10

You two:
are the reason I am going to stop hanging onto this depression, or lack of emotions.
You,
are the reason I will live a good life in order to bring good into my life.
The reason I will stop being selfish,
the reason I will give all of me to the people.
When I stare at this picture of the two of you, I can't help but feel ashamed of my thoughts.
I will live a life worthy of our friendship.
Not based on circumstances, and unaffected by my frustrations.
Straight up joy.
I have encountered it in both of you,
and it makes me want to never stop.
I will draw inspiration from you, and smile more, laugh more and listen more.
I won't be envious, or prideful.
I will be simple and selfless.
I think of the lives that you are changing, and I want, more than anything to change lives like you have changed mine.
I miss you. Too much sometimes.
But I know that you are living in a beautiful way,
and I know that in order to feel more connected to you,
I must also chose to live like that.