You two:
are the reason I am going to stop hanging onto this depression, or lack of emotions.
You,
are the reason I will live a good life in order to bring good into my life.
The reason I will stop being selfish,
the reason I will give all of me to the people.
When I stare at this picture of the two of you, I can't help but feel ashamed of my thoughts.
I will live a life worthy of our friendship.
Not based on circumstances, and unaffected by my frustrations.
Straight up joy.
I have encountered it in both of you,
and it makes me want to never stop.
I will draw inspiration from you, and smile more, laugh more and listen more.
I won't be envious, or prideful.
I will be simple and selfless.
I think of the lives that you are changing, and I want, more than anything to change lives like you have changed mine.
I miss you. Too much sometimes.
But I know that you are living in a beautiful way,
and I know that in order to feel more connected to you,
I must also chose to live like that.
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